Calvary Road Baptist Church

“THE LAST TIME JESUS WEPT”

Hebrews 5.7 

Unlike you and I are so much of the time, the Lord Jesus Christ was utterly and astonishingly honest. Being without sin, He was no dissembler or deceiver. People frequently misunderstood Him, but that was because He was unlike anyone they had ever met before; truthful.

So, when He lived among us and was thereby saddened and grieved by our sinfulness, it showed on His face because He did not attempt to conceal it. In John 8.57, His enemies said, “Thou art not yet fifty years old.” Thus, His countenance caused people to overestimate His biological age by almost 20 years.

On those three occasions that the Lord Jesus Christ wept, He revealed His true feelings of heartache and pain. At this time, I want to use the weeping of the Lord Jesus Christ in the Garden of Gethsemane, that place of solitude where His passion began, as a point of reference in your thinking.

There are three considerations I want you to focus your attention on as Christendom gradually begins to think about and plan for Easter Sunday. They are three considerations you won’t want to think about, but which you must think about if you want to be converted.

And why would anyone want to be converted? Because, in Matthew 18.3, the Lord Jesus Christ said, 

“Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven.” 

Then, in Acts 3.19, after a crowd assembled in Herod’s Temple, among the comments Simon Peter declared to the crowd that had assembled to marvel at the healing of the lame man, he declared, 

“Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.” 

Thus, according to the Lord Jesus Christ before His crucifixion, and according to the Apostle Peter, soon after Christ’s glorious resurrection, being converted must occur prior to your sins being blotted out, and being converted is required to enter into the kingdom of heaven.

I have no interest in urging you to change your mind about this matter of conversion. However, who would deny the wisdom of arriving at a new decision about conversion based on information new to you or not previously weighed by you?

If you are not converted, your sins will not be blotted out, and you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Meaning you will suffer eternal damnation if you are not converted.

Three considerations: 

First, CONSIDER YOUR MISERY AS AN UNCONVERTED SINNER 

I speak to the unconverted. You may not feel that yours is a miserable condition, but a miserable condition is defined by what is real, objectively true, not by how you might feel about your condition. The fact is, you are sinful, you are selfish, you are self-centered, and you are spiritually dead. My prayer is that today you have the ears to really hear. You have offended God, you have ignored God, you have rebelled against God, and you have not loved God.

Because of that, God is angry with you. Hundreds of times in God’s Word, we read of His hot anger, His fierce anger, His anger being kindled, and God being provoked to anger by people’s sins. Understand, my lost sinful friend, that God is angry with you. There is coming a day when you will feel His hot displeasure because He “will execute vengeance in anger and fury upon” you, “such as” you “have not heard,” Micah 5.15. Will you be one of those against whom His anger will tear perpetually, and He will keep His wrath forever, Amos 1.11? If you die in your sins, the answer to that question is “Yes.” The anger of God is fearful to all but the most foolish. It’s “a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God,” Hebrews 10.31. But in addition to God’s anger, there is that which God does because He is angry with you.

Because of your sinfulness and His anger toward you, Hell is prepared for you. Though it’s common to refer to Hell as the place where lost souls go forever, and I have said such myself, to be very accurate, Hell is that place where lost souls go for only a relatively short while. Still, Hell is a horrible place in itself to be avoided. In Luke chapter 16, we read of a man who died and went to Hell. He was a man who was confident in himself and selfish, determined to have his own way and to give no thought to God’s will for his life. And for a time, things went well, or so he thought. Then he died, as everyone must die, as you will someday die. “And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments.” What a shock. What a surprise. To be lounging on your bed one moment and in Hell the next moment. Or to have sharp pain in your chest and then find yourself in Hell. Or to be riding a bike or driving a car and then, suddenly, finding yourself in eternity and Hell.

What will it be like? You will be surprised. You will be terribly thirsty, but without relief. You will be tormented by flames, and you will cry out. You will be without mercy or comfort, and you will feel lonely. You will be afflicted by your conscience, but without remedy. You will see others enjoying the pleasures of heaven while you suffer, and you will envy them. It will be terrible. But it will also be temporary. It won’t feel temporary. It will feel like forever. But it won’t be forever. If you die before Jesus comes again Hell will last at minimum of 1007 years for you, seven years of the Tribulation, followed by 1000 years of Christ’s millennial kingdom rule. Then it will end ... because something far worse will begin.

Because of your sins, God is angry with you. Because of God’s anger, you will go to Hell when you die. And after some time in Hell, more than 1007 years, because of God’s anger, there will be a judgment for you to face. In our court system, someone suspected of crimes is supposed to be arrested and confined to jail. Let me set aside for now the issue of bail and the presumption of innocence of wrongdoing. The individual remains in jail only so long as it takes for him to come to trial, so his guilt or innocence can be established and his sentence can be pronounced if he is found guilty.

With God it’s a bit different. You were born guilty. You were born in sin. You told your first lies moments after you were born.[1] And you’ve continued your sinful ways since you were born. So, there is no need for a trial to determine your guilt or innocence. You are guilty. Should you die without Christ as your Savior, you will go to Hell. As terrible a place as Hell is, think of Hell as something like jail. A place of horrible torment and punishment, Hell is still a place that is temporary until the time of judgment. When Judgment Day comes, there will be no need to determine your guilt or innocence. The fact that you died without Christ means that your guilt remains. And what is then needed is judgment, judgment at the hands of an angry God. Revelation 20.11-13 is the most detailed description of that judgment found in the Bible: 

11 And I saw a great white throne, and him that sat on it, from whose face the earth and the heaven fled away; and there was found no place for them.

12 And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life: and the dead were judged out of those things which were written in the books, according to their works.

13 And the sea gave up the dead which were in it; and death and hell delivered up the dead which were in them: and they were judged every man according to their works. 

Notice three things about this judgment: First, it is not a judgment to determine guilt or innocence. Only the guilty face this judgment. Only those who die unconverted. Everyone who dies unconverted. Second, no one gets away. No one escapes. No one flies under God’s radar. Third, you will be judged by the severity of your sinful deeds. For some, it will be worse. For others, it will be far worse.

You angered God. Dying without Christ, He will send you to Hell. After being in Hell for more than 1007 years, He will stand you before the Great White Throne for judgment. And at each step, what will happen to you will be fueled by God’s anger, by His rage, by His determination to make you pay for sinning against Him.

But that’s not the end of it. Actually, it’s really only the beginning of your sorrows, for you see after your judgment comes the real punishment, the lake of fire. It’s the lake of fire that will be your place of everlasting torment. It’s the lake of fire that will never end. It’s the lake of fire that Hell was only a taste of. It’s the lake of fire that’s really the place where God’s anger and fury and wrath are fully poured out on His enemies, on you. And it’s the lake of fire that you will be sent to after the judgment. Revelation 20.14-15: 

14 And death and hell were cast into the lake of fire. This is the second death.

15 And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire. 

The lake of fire is the furnace of God’s wrath. The lake of fire is the burning sulfur and brimstone that will sear your nostrils. The lake of fire is the place of outer darkness. The lake of fire is the bottomless pit of perpetual falling. The lake of fire is the place of weeping and gnashing of teeth. The lake of fire is the place of utter loneliness and isolation. The lake of fire is the place of no mother and no father, no brother and no sister. The lake of fire is the place of no comfort and only writhing pain and punishment.

This, then, is the aroma of your misery as an unconverted sinner. This is what happens to unconverted sinners because of God’s anger toward them. And only the mad and the blind are not terrified by this. The demons, those fallen angels for whom the lake of fire was originally created, are very properly terrified by the thought of going there.[2] When the Lord Jesus arrived to cast the demons out of a man, in Matthew 8.29, those foul spirits were terrified by the thought that perhaps the punishment of the lake of fire had already come upon them, and 

“they cried out, saying, What have we to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of God? art thou come hither to torment us before the time?” 

James 2.19 shows how the demons always feel about their future punishment, which will be your future punishment. In that verse, we are told that they “tremble.” They tremble at God’s anger. They tremble at the thought of God’s wrath. They tremble when their minds light for a moment on their certain eternity in the lake of fire.

Do you tremble at the thought of God’s anger? Do you pause at the thought of going to Hell, of standing before the Great White Throne and being judged, and ending up in the lake of fire? Do you consider and ponder why all these things will happen to you if you die unconverted because you have sinned against God? 

Next, CONSIDER THE HEART OF GOD TOWARD HIS SON IN HIS PASSION 

I mentioned before the passion of the Lord Jesus. His suffering and the agony He endured, not just at the hands of wicked and cruel men, but also what He suffered by being our sin-bearer and suffering God’s wrath on the cross. If God is rightly and justly angry with you for sinning against Him, have you ever stopped to imagine how much more intense is God’s anger toward you for the suffering your sins brought upon His beloved Son?

Consider His passion. There are times when Christ’s passion refers only to His sufferings on the cross. Others will include the Lord Jesus Christ’s sufferings in the Garden of Gethsemane when they speak of His passion. And so I speak of His passion here. This was that time, after He instituted the Lord’s Supper, and until they came and arrested Him when He was betrayed by Judas Iscariot, who identified Him to the many Roman soldiers and Temple guards by a kiss.[3] It was a time of prayer to His Father when He separated Himself from His disciples. By the way. These are the only recorded occasions in the Word of God that Jesus addressed God in prayer, saying, “O my Father.” Is your heart so cold today, so very unfeeling, that you cannot consider how God felt toward His beloved Son at that time? Though they had unbroken communion throughout the ceaseless ages of eternity, my heart tells me that their communion during this season of prayer was perhaps more intense and intimate than at any other time before.

Amidst our Lord’s passion, consider His tears. Hebrews 5.7: 

“Who in the days of his flesh, when he had offered up prayers and supplications with strong crying and tears unto him that was able to save him from death, and was heard in that he feared.” 

I find it interesting that the Holy Spirit chose the writer to the Hebrews to reveal these details of our Savior’s last prayers to His Father, and not any disciple who happened to be there at the time ... asleep.

O, the agony of heart and soul the Lord Jesus must have felt. And how the Father’s heart ached as His Son prepared to take upon Himself my sins. My attention in this verse focuses on the phrase “with strong crying and tears unto him that was able to save him from death.” This was not the Lord Jesus crying loudly and shedding tears at the thought of dying on the cross, as terrible as He knew that would be. He is weeping and shedding tears at the thought of bearing our sins, suffering the wrath of God that my sins deserve, and pleading for deliverance from that occasion on the cross when He would cry, 

“My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?”[4] 

The Son is in Hebrews 5.7 described as pleading with the Father for a restoration of communion and intimacy following His punishment for my sins. He does not seek here to escape the cross.

Consider His anticipation. Jesus is the holy One of Israel. Yet He anticipated taking upon Himself the filth and moral defilement of sin. You and I can imagine rottenness and stench, but it doesn’t begin to compare with what the sinless Son of God was about to do ... for me and for you. So, His strong crying is a cry of anticipation. Anticipating something horrible. Anticipating something vile. Anticipating something incomprehensibly foreign to Him and contrary to His nature. And His tears are His very human, though sinless human, pleadings to His Father to address their relationship that would be affected by His punishment for other’s sins.

Also, consider His Father’s heart. Again, may I take the liberty to urge upon you this consideration of God the Father’s heart? From the throne room in glory, He looks upon His beloved Son, whose love He has always cherished, Who has always done those things which please Him. And now He sees and hears His Son pleading, with tears from a broken heart, as He moves ever closer to that time when He will take upon Himself sinner’s sins. Your mothers and fathers who have seen your suffering may be able to imagine this better than you can. Perhaps you have witnessed someone suffer, knowing that it was not possible to intervene, knowing that it was not possible to alleviate the suffering, knowing that the suffering had to run its course.

With God the Father, there was the certain knowledge that the suffering of His beloved Son must come at His hand. He must strike the hammer blows of punishment. He must pour out wrath in its full fury. As Abraham and Isaac pictured the offering of Jesus Christ for sin by the Father, we see here that there is no one to stop Abraham’s thrust, for God must offer His Own Son for sins. O, the heart of the Father as He looks upon His praying Son in the garden. 

Finally, CONSIDER YOUR MISERY AFTER THE PASSION OF JESUS 

I would now like for you to add to your misery because of God’s anger a consideration of how God feels toward you because of His Son. When we considered your misery at the beginning of this message, when we considered God’s anger toward you, I was careful to direct you to consider God’s anger toward you only because of your sins against Him. We did not consider at all the Lord Jesus Christ’s passion, what Jesus endured when He took my sins upon Himself and died on the cross. We did not stop at all to think of His Own suffering because God poured out His wrath upon Him.

Consider the enormity of your crimes. Only now include your crimes against the Lord Jesus Christ. Your sins against the Person of the Father are one consideration. Your sins against the Lord Jesus Christ are another consideration. What unimaginable suffering Jesus, God’s Son endured. What agony He faced. He became the worst of offenders because He took upon Himself my sins, as well as yours, and yours, and yours. His punishment at the hand of His Father was a punishment greater than you will endure in Hell and the lake of fire forever. How so? The Lord Jesus Christ’s punishment satisfied God’s righteous demands, while an eternity in the lake of fire will not satisfy God’s righteous demands. Do you believe that God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, John 3.16? Then understand what you now do by refusing Jesus Christ. Add to God’s anger for sinning against Him the indignation and rage that must be directed toward a sinner who would make Jesus suffer and bleed and die ... needlessly. For if you die without being converted, you will only have succeeded in sinning so much the more against Jesus Christ the righteous.

Imagine the enormity of God’s anger now. He remembers with perfect memory His Son’s strong crying. He remembers with perfect memory His Son’s tears that were shed. He remembers with perfect memory that the Lord Jesus Christ did what He did so that you might be saved from your sins ... the just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God. Do you then expect Him, Who writes all sins and offenses down in His books, to ignore these sins come Judgment Day? You expect Him to punish you for sinning against Him, while ignoring the sins you have committed against His Son, by turning up your nose at His suffering, by turning your back on His sacrifice, by treading under foot His precious blood? I promise you that it will only intensify your torment. 

The first coming of the Lord Jesus Christ was a wonderful thing ... for those who are converted. But the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ was a terrible thing for those who are not converted. So much opportunity, so much love, so much goodness on display. Such power to save and forgive and cleanse. But neglected by those who reject Christ. What fate awaits you for sinning against God when Jesus comes again? What fate awaits you for rejecting His precious Son? It’s a fate that is dictated by God’s justice and righteous and holiness. But it’s a fate that is also driven by God’s righteous anger. Anger for your sins against Him. Greater anger for your sins against His beloved Son. 

What misery is yours as an unconverted sinner. What joy unspeakable and full of glory will be yours if you are converted to Jesus Christ.

Consider your sins. Think about God’s anger. And then flee to Jesus Christ for salvation and safety and forgiveness.

You will not want to see the expression on His face when you appear before Him unconverted. We see abundant evidence that Jesus Christ is not presently angry with you. Flee to Him before He becomes angry at you.

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[1] Psalm 58.3

[2] Matthew 25.41

[3] Luke 22.48

[4] Matthew 27.46

 

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